I Am Afraid I Do Not Deserve It

I must be mad.

People have dreams. People desire a good life. People want to achieve. Me too. And yet I hesitate to have dreams, to have a good life, to achieve.

Whenever I realized my dreams, whenever I live a good life, whenever I achieve... I do not believe that it is true! I am afraid that I do not deserve such good stuffs... they are too good for me, too good to be true...

I must be mad.