On a guilt trip again

the same old story... picked up the boys late... checked Lei's school bag and realised that he has not completed his homework nor done the corrections... flew into a mad frenzy... screamed at the boy... made him stayed up late to finish the task... nagged and nagged and nagged... everyone is exhausted at the end of the episode... one went to bed unhappy and tired... one went to bed fustrated and guilty...

I questioned myself why I didn't make time to guide Lei in his homework and revision... I don't know if I COULDN'T or I WOULDN'T... I knew what was the problem here... I knew what my options were... I just didn't want to make that decision that I know I have to make...