Earlier on, someone commented that she was amazed that I still have time to scrap despite all the madness! Much as I know that it was not a malicious comment, I have to admit that I felt BAD / GUILTY that I did make time to scrap (when my colleagues dont scrap their personal stuffs anymore)...
People see scrapping as a leisure thing, and time spent on it is opportunity cost for productive work... they do not see that I have to keep at creating so as to keep the passion and interest for scrapbooking in me... this indirectly translates to my work...
More importantly, I scrap because it is my therapy... I need this to feed my soul and keep it going despite all the madness...
I am trying to come to terms with that... And kill that guilt because I know it should not be there in the first place!
